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YMonday, July 30, 2007

hmmm , finally done with my blog..phew..took me the whole day to do it and i am stil on medication.yet i stil face the comp whole day.nt really whole day la.i shall start my first posting on today.hmmm , today morning 905 finish sch le..the phy paper is so difficult lorx..i can say is dunno how to do any of the qns.well~my prelims are a sure fail de la.some things are bothering me too much.and i seriously cant concentrade well on my studies.not hiding anything , during a period of time i gt think of nt studying anymore.my most important thing in life is no longer wid me.why shud i study so hard for?i dun hav a future , i dun know how long will i live looking at my health conditions.i reali dun plan far.i dun mind dying as long as my "something important" is happy and i can leave peacefully.some things reali let go den can achieve happiness.i dun wan tok so much abt studies.it juz make mi bored and pissed.well , after tt , bee and demi went over to my hse at arnd 1 plus near 2..actually suppose to go NUH and see jo en de..HOSPITALISED!hmmm..take care jo en(zi bi zhen gal)..hmmm , they all at my hse..bee playing dota and demi keep on li siao mi when i wan slp..bt nvm la..at least she can entertain mi..gdgd..hmmm , play til 5 plus demi go off le..bee arnd 7 liddat den go off..hmmm , say abt demi horr..stupid lehh , she is de most 'stupidest' gal lorx..reali cant say how stupid she is lorx..stupid stupid stupid sotong..
reali very stupid la..cant tahan her..
dun be stupid anymore!!
i see her liddat , dunno my heart break into how many millions of pieces
reali heartache sia..
its torturing mee..
i gt nth else to say abt her le la..
only know my heart hav someone..which is far away frm sky,right in front of me..

Yblackloves;
10:52 PM