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YFriday, August 03, 2007

Since i ytd nvr blog..i shall start blogging frm ytd bahz..ytd slp til arnd 1pm..coz my exam is at 2 til 3pm..gd ar?dun hav to go sch so early..prelim exam last paper , chem/phy paper 1 , 40 MCQ qns..hahahhaz..l0ls..after paper , then went home la..den go home bathe then change le quickly rush out to go find demi and bee at 205..sit down there tok tok tok , den bee ask us go west mall walk..hmmm , sianz sia..nth to do de west mall..walk lai walk qu dou shi de same place..hmmmm , den walk til demi wan go home le..i send her home lorx..left wif bee and mi..we two also very sianz.den call ppl , den i go mit pei siang , ming xiu and jon go panjang accompany pei siang go cut his hair..his hair cut le and nvr cut also no difference..such a waste of money.den cut finish hair le.go junhua hse there find him den go back batok find shenghui take chiong de cig frm him lorx..l0ls..take le pei siang go his another fren hse then we go eric's hse ton lorx..take 188 go..reach his hse , first thing is to smoke!we hav 52 sticks of cigg..nice arr?hahahaz..den all play comp , some watch movie then me and eric very sianz..go make dominoes , hahahz..bt i make make horr.my hand shaking..make til du lan nvr success then dun wan do le..we all 11plus go down play soccer and basketball , play til we all wan die le lorxx..so tired and body full of sweat..come back i change to eric's shirt and pants..whole night nvr slp lorx..play fighting , see who fall first..all aim me..du lan la..den they all go down buy things come up eat..eat til so full sia..i very bored lehh , den eric gt things teach mi to do..make a owl for demi..bt it doesnt look lyk owl , it took mi whole night juz to do a small owl..bt nvm , as long demi liked it..i dun mind nvr slp the whole night..

Tok abt today le..til morning 5 plus i almost completed the owl..they all ask mi go sentosa..bt i very tired le..then demi waked up le..she msg mi..i wan send her to sch , then she initially dun wan de lorx..til i say say then okay de..i 630 liddat reach her hse below..joey nvr go mit her go sch , lucky gt mi accompany her to sch ar..or else later she alone sia..hmmm..sianz sia..send her to sch le den take cab go home slp le..reach home , daddy say i siao..coz of gf can dun wan my life..hahahaz..coz alot of things he dunno mahz..i may nt life long..my health condition nt gd..yes i admit i m stupid la..coz of a gal do til liddat , dunno how many ppl hav said me..i orange , dun care how ppl look at me , once i made up my mind to something , things cant be change de..all the things i done had its reason , hoping for patch wif demi bahz..hmmmm , dun say le la..i m very stressed out leee...

i m always reminded of the past la..
my heart wan mi to patch back wif u..
bt stil i think u are much more happier without me?
that time wad i had done should be the wrong choice le bahz
i shud juz disappear frm ur life
u lead ur happy life..
and mi leading my own dunno wad life
shud i gif up?
it took me quite a while to think
or i shud wait for ur ans?
if you see this , dun ever think i m expecting too much
actually i didnt expect much
i juz wan u to be happy
regardless of being wif mi or other guy
shud i again stop falling any deeper?
haix..
i m reali very stressed up lorx..
the song , hao xiang hao hao ai ni , the chorus part
reali can say how i m feeling..

I Don't Know Am I Doing The Right Thing.
But Should I Let You Go?
Its Not That I Don't Love You,
I Love You Just The Same..
I Kept On Having The Thoughts That You Will Be Much More Happier Than Now Without Me Around.
i am very sad
maybe thats the only way for me to go
i brought too much pain and suffering to her
she even cut her hand.
haix.
I COULD ONLY SECRETLY,SILENTLY LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.
I COULDN'T CONTINUE TO BE WRONG FOREVER.
i'm sorry demi.

Yblackloves;
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