Ytd night went out at 10pm , timothy is waiting for me downstairs my hse.i took my time go down lorx..boring sia..no mood sia ytd..thats why went out so late.always liddat de la..lucky timothy can accompany me sia..or else i dunno whre to go le.haix.dunno la..then together we walk to pok's block there the bus stop take 985 go timah play pool lorx..we went to CENTURY to play , which requires a 16 yr old person to book the table , then tim 16 le he book lorx.Then we started the pool with 9 balls.I no mood concentrade on the game sia.then anyhow aim anyhow shoot lorx..end up stil i win , anyhow de la..then play pool , i very sianz sia..then hit the ball very hard ar..then the ball keep on anyhow fly.pek chek sia..play play play til me and him dun wan play le , then we pay le den go off..$4 only , cheap sia..*how nice it is to be 16* mine is stil long long way behind la..after O's..LONG SIAAA!!! kekex..hmmm , after pool , we went to play LAN la..dota lorx..sianz sia..i m a noob , haix..play battle.net always ppl kp de..du lan la..haix..then play finish LAN then go eat then separate cab go home slp le..

Till today afternoon arnd 2 plus then wake up sia..haixyo , i am a pig , a pig who only laze around and do nothing , love to enjoy only..wake up le ppl call mi out go play pool again , later i going play pool at timah til arnd 7 plus near 8 bahz..wanna send demi home , she is in sch , having the lame innovative thingy..then mayb go tim's hse..we sec 4 are advised to go , but do i look as if i cared?hmmm , alright la..i hav to blog faster coz i m going out le..my fren are all waiting for me at timah le..i wanna go play pool , hmmmm..today is only liddat only la..updates on tmr~

she read my blog again , hmmm , i m feeling very miserable
coz i apologize first in case i made up my mind
then do things that may hurt u
haix..i reali very stress and confused la..
i dunno wad else shud i do le..
maybe in the first place , i shudnt belong to her world
i can only live inside my own world , alone
leading lonely life , and thats the end
coz her world is much more simple , unlike mine , COMPLICATED!
i am reali afraid to hurt her once more
and that wil cause mi heartaches
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WAD SHUD I DO NOW?!!
I REALI FEEL VERY MISERABLE NOW!
GUESS NO ONE BOTHERS
haixx..
life is liddat , wad goes around , comes around
i had done too much bad things in the past
now its coming back to me
maybe my frenz are all right about me
I HATE MYSELF

I AM THINKING WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW
TO LEAVE OR TO CONTINUE?
guess i should juz leave liddat
its a heartless decision
i am stil thinking
if i were to do it , i could only say
SORRY,I LOVE YOU..

Yblackloves;
3:06 PM